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January 2016

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I thought this song was made just for this game, but nope! It's real.  

"She's just the way I want her to be, a million times hotter than TNT . . . A big explosion, big and loud, mushrooms me right up on a cloud."

This is the craziest song I've ever heard.  In a good way.  

"When your white counts getting higher, darling don't delay.  I'll hold you close and kiss those radiation burns away . . . I'll love you all your life, although that may not be too long."

I loved this song as a kid and it's still great.  It took me forever to make this video - probably the longest of them all - because I tried to edit all of the clips so that the arm swing was seamless.

Flash!  Bam!  Alakazam!  This song is pretty great.  Unfortunately the brass instruments are so much louder than the rest of the song that it often sounds either too loud or too soft.

This is a calmer song and thus features the main character just looking out over the landscape and contemplating.

I think other people like this song more than I do (it's just too sexist for me, and not as a parody), but I like watching the nukes go off in reverse, even though it has nothing to do with the lyrics.  I had the idea for the video and no gameplay really fit with the lyrics of this song.

I had a hard time coming up with gameplay that went with these lyrics, but I just figured blasting away mutants was a good way to stay positive.  I tried to match the song with footage that had a similar energy.

To me, this song is about a person who is desperately sad but then kind of just accepts it and gets on with his life.  The footage I matched up was that of a man looking over a destroyed landscape (symbolic of his life) and perhaps contemplating suicide by jumping off of the buildings.  He finally takes the risk and jumps, both to kill his old self but also to re-enter his destroyed life.  He finds that he doesn't die, and in fact it was kind of fun to fully embrace his new life.  The tone of the song and video then shifts - the song to a lighter tone and the video to having fun by jumping off buildings in the safety of the power armor.  I really like the idea of someone not just coping with the sad parts of their life, but finding aspects of those parts that they can embrace.

Fallout 4

Fallout 4 is awesome.  It's one of the better games I've ever played, but such is the case with most games developed by Bethesda.  Fallout 4 is a 1st person shooter and RPG, and takes place in post-apocalyptic Boston, Massachusetts.  There is a huge variety of guns, armor, and other items throughout the game, and most things can be modified to suit your tastes.

 

The game starts out in 2077 in an alternate universe where U.S. culture is stuck in the 1950s.  You are visited by a salesman for a company called Vault-Tec.  He sells you a spot in an underground bomb shelter designed to shield its inhabitants from nuclear war and provide everything needed to survive for hundreds of years.  Wouldn't you know it, but the apocalypse starts just a couple of minutes after you buy a spot in the vault.  You and your wife run towards the vault with your son in her arms (you can play as a woman, and the roles are simply switched.  I played as a man, so that's the narrative I've provided).  Just before you go down into the vault, a nuke goes off just miles away.  You get down into the vault just in time with a few other members of your neighborhood.  Everyone is highly agitated and things are chaotic.  Some medical-looking people look you over and tell you to get into a large machine to be checked for any medical issues, and to clean you of radiation.  You climb into the machine, which closes a windowed hatch over you.  You're wife, still holding your son, is facing you in her own machine.  Suddenly, frost accumulates on the screen and you go unconscious.  They've cryogenically frozen you!  

 

In a moment, you open your eyes.  You see a man and scientist approach your wife's cryo-chamber, and it opens up.  After waking up, your wife asks what's going on.  The man demands your son, and your wife protests.  The man then shoots your wife in the head and takes your infant son.  He then closes the cryo-chamber and you and your wife are frozen again and things go black.  A moment later you wake up again.  This time alarms are going off and water is everywhere.  It appears as if the cryo-chambers have broken and you are being released.  There are fires in the vault and it appears that you need to leave in a hurry. You leave the vault and begin your search for your son.  How long have you been frozen?  How long ago was it that your son was stolen?  How can you possibly find him?

 

Needless to say, the story drew me in and I was engaged in it the whole time.  Before long you discover that there are a few different factions in Boston and each has their own interests.  Raiders roam the wasteland and kill anyone for any reason.  The Minutemen profess to fight for the disadvantaged and help out anyone in need.  The Brotherhood of Steel want to rid the wasteland of anything they deem unnatural, including ghouls, mutants, and machines.  The Institute is a secretive, almost mythical organization that supposedly creates machine copies of humans, murders the real human, and then replaces them with the machine.  The Railroad is a group that fights for the rights of Synths - robots who look like humans - and believes all people should be treated the same. 

 

Throughout the game you learn more about each group and ultimately need to side with one to the exclusion of the others.  Each group has things that most would find objectionable and things that are honorable.  For example, the Institute seems completely evil since they secretly kidnap and murder.  However, you eventually learn that the Institute does this for a purpose they believe is noble - they posit that life as it was is over, and that all people will become so irradiated that the human race will go extinct.  But machines are immune to radiation.  They believe that maintaining humanity through machines is the most realistic way to preserve humanity into the distant future.  Each group has such pros and cons.

 

Though I think the story is great, it is one of many well developed aspects of this huge game.  There are dozens, if not hundreds, of quests, and you are welcome to freely explore the wasteland at your leisure.  You might do so in an effort to acquire better guns, armor, and other equipment.  But places like elementary schools aren't loaded with guns and armor, so why go there?  Well, each item in the game can be broken down and salvaged for components.  For example, say you go to a school; you might find pens which you can salvage for springs, lunch trays that you can salvage for aluminum, and tape that you can salvage for adhesive.  You can use the springs to develop new gun parts, the aluminum to make some lightweight armor, and the tape to make just about anything!  This game design feature is, in my opinion, brilliant because it adds value to everything that you do.  In prior Fallout games all you could do with "junk" was launch it out of a special gun; in Fallout 4, everything has a potential use.

 

In addition to building weapons and suits of armor, you can establish settlements that you can design in any way you want.  For example, when you emerge from the vault you can visit your old, destroyed neighborhood.  You can clean things up and establish a base of sorts, complete with fortifications, shops, electric lights, and a jukebox.  All of it can be done to your design, and having lots of supplies increases your options for building.  This is a part of the gameplay I was a bit obsessed with.  It's possible for your settlements to be attacked, but I actually wish this happened a bit more often and in more organic ways.

 

A trademark of the Fallout games is VATS, or Vault-Tec Assisted Targeting System.  What this means is that you can play the game like a regular first-person shooter, but you can also press a button which slows time almost to a stop so you can target specific enemies and even parts of the enemy.  Based on your stats, you will see what the odds are that you will be able to hit where you are aiming.  You can't use VATS indefinitely, but it is based on a rechargeable "AP point" system, so you can definitely use it at least once for each encounter.  Even if certain stats aren't great, you can still get critical shots off by using good old-fashioned gaming skills.  Maybe your stats give you a 25% chance of getting a headshot in VATS, but you can always improve your real-life gaming skills to manually get that headshot.

 

Your stats improve for each level you gain, but you also get to pick a perk.  There are probably over 100 perks in 70 categories, and some of them really change the way you might play.  For example, I used a perk which enabled me to shoot through "soft" environmental objects in VATS (I could shoot through a wooden fence, but not a cement wall).  I also invested in learning science skills so I could develop a jetpack and jump up onto buildings.

 

Fallout 4 has an incredible soundtrack (well, I think so).  You have a computer on your wrist that acts as your menu, but it has a built in radio.  There is a classical music station as well as various channels created for gameplay purposes (distress signals, for example), but the real treat is the Diamond City Radio Station.  It plays songs from the 20's to the 60's, and there are a total of 36 songs.  Some of these I grew up listening to (I listened to Oldies), and some are so absurd I simply can't believe they're real songs (even though they are).  All of the songs were chosen because they are related to the Fallout 4 world in some way, so a lot of them have themes of atom bombs, nuclear fallout, the end of the world, etc.  I was inspired to sync each of these songs to appropriate gameplay - a project I grossly underestimated how much work it would take.  I'm proud of the result, though, and believe it is the greatest YouTube soundtrack ever assembled.  You can click that link to get to the playlist, and I've included a few sample videos on this page.

 

There is more that I could say about Fallout 4, such as the companion system or the expansive Power Armor system, but I think I've said enough.  I think most gamers would enjoy this game but people able to invest some time into it will like it all the more.  It's too bad Fallout 5 will probably take another seven years to get released!

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Part of the opening cinematic. All Fallout games start with "War. War never changes."

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That's a lot of paratroopers!

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The screen where you customize your character. You just point to a part of the face and can change it, which I thought was way more user friendly than what is usually done with customization screens.

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He's got some serious acne.

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Your little baby boy, Shaun.

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Your perfect house.

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You hear on the news that massive explosions have occurred across the Unites States, and then the broadcast goes out.

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Running to the vault.

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Some neighbors arguing in a panic.

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The guard doesn't let in the Vault-Tec salesman because he hasn't reserved a spot in the vault.

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Boom!

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Going down into the vault just in time.

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You can hack computers for a variety of reasons, but often you get to read people's journals.

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There are a bunch of video games you can load onto the computers.

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You can play in 1st or 3rd person view, but most will prefer 1st person because the game was built with that perspective in mind.

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You can find and build suits of armor that offer tons of defense. However, they require power cores and thus cannot be used indefinitely.

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I rescued these Minutemen and we are all headed back to my neighborhood to start a settlement.

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You can build all sorts of stuff. This is my placing some wood down for the second story of a house.

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There are interesting landmarks all throughout the wasteland, such as this downed airplane.

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A defunct theme park where you can pretend you are the manager who is 210 years late for work. The robots don't know what the manager looked like. . .

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You can find magazines throughout the game which can increase your stats or provide special perks.

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When you shoot enemies in VATS the action occurs through the lens of a cinematic camera. The view returns to normal after the VATS action is over.

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Some of the wasteland.

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This deathclaw has lifted me up and is about to kill me in one hit.

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Bullets are common projectiles, but you can also shoot lasers, globs of plasma, nukes, and many other forms of ammo.

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The loading screens highlight objects in the game. This is a magazine that increases your lock picking skill. I love how there is so much detail in the game.

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Boom!

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Blammo!

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Her head came clean off.

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Preston used to be in charge of the minutemen, but he wants you to be in charge now. He gives you unlimited quests to help out settlements.

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Roaming the wasteland with a laser rifle.

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My extremely organized sleeping quarters, under construction. This is before I knew that settlements can only hold about 20 people.

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I'm a sniper rifle guy at heart. Only in games, though.

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Some raiders have taken over this quarry.

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Enjoy your nightmares!

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The cars in Fallout apparently ran via small nuclear reactors, so if you blow them up there is a small nuclear explosion. This can be used to your advantage.

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There are a few enemies that are enormous, like this Mirelurk Queen.

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Is spits poison all over you and can take you out very fast.

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A screenshot of my home base before the textures popped in.

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Another texture glitch.

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I blew up a robot and it collapsed in a heap of flame and electricity.

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These frickin' things are relentless.

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I think mirelurks are supposed to be the Godzilla version of crabs.

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Ooh, a lock-pickers heaven!

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This is in a structure I built.

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Unlike Fallout 3, there are frequently blue skies in this game.

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I found the alien and stole his unique gun!

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Best title ever.

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These lasers activate explosives if triggered.

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Sniping a mutant. Mutants are the radiated evolution of humans.

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I hooked up a bunch of light boxes to one pylon. It was fun to move the pylon and see all of the wires move in sync.

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If you have the skills and materials you can craft and modify guns.

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This is a bleak part of the wasteland.

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Apparently they served pink goo in this school cafeteria.

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One of many magazines in the game.

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Enjoy your nightmares!

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Diamond City is the main city in Boston and it's entirely within the baseball stadium.

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This is kind of the mascot of the Fallout games.

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This is your Pip-Boy, the computer you have on your wrist. Only vault dwellers have them.

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Opening up a vault. There are many vaults to find and explore.

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This detective is actually a robot who helps your track down your son.

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Dialogue is often picked from one of four choices.

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The Brotherhood of Steel arrive in this zeppelin.

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The Vault-Tec saleman survived the apocalypse! But he's an irradiated ghoul. Ghouls don't die from old age because they're almost dead already.

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You bust into someones memories in order to track down your son.

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Walking to another memory.

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"You're a robot?" is the games style of humor. By this point you've been with this guy for hours as he does things like repair his hands with a screwdriver.

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Having a heart-to-heart with Nick.

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Someone REALLY didn't want someone past this hallway.

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A mutant hound.

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A bloodbug is like a giant mosquito. *shudder*

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Apparently this mutant dolphin had eaten someone.

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A very high-up and far away view of Boston.

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The Brotherhood had these choppers and occasionally you'll come across them as they battle mutants.

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Little scenes like this are set up throughout the game.

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This is a particularly destitute part of the wasteland.

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This part of the wasteland is called The Glowing Sea. It's extremely irradiated and you need lots of protection or else you'll die. It is where the main atomic bomb fell at the start of the game. Some great items are littered throughout this mostly empty area, including the best power armor in the game.

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The sky looks nice from up on this elevated freeway.

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Your Pip-Boy has a green glowing light you can turn on, and power armor has a headlamp.

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A view from a helicopter.

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A bunch of important people in the Brotherhood of Steele.

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This is where the Brotherhood develops power armor. This one is malfunctioning.

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Such a great line.

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Wait, what?

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There are only a couple of these enemies in the game and they caught me totally by surprise.

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Some sweet, sweet nukes I acquiring for the Brotherhood.

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Some members of a settlement sleeping in the excellent accommodations I provided.

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This was either a library or museum, and it was taken over by mutants.

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Having a heart-to-heart with Paladin Danse.

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You come across all sorts of things in the end of the world.

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I programmed some robots to fight for me and a deathclaw showed up. Who will win?!

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This combative fireman robot shoots an extinguisher at the deathclaw.

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I wonder how much this weighs?

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I build some magazine racks and kept my magazines instead of selling them.

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"Blood on the Harp" is an amazing name for a comic.

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Apparently Jeffrey Dahmer lived here.

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Yeah! Vault-Tec is great! And definitely won't freeze you without your permission!

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One trophy requires you to get a settlement to maximum happiness. They are happy when there are lots of stores and when they're close to me. I tried to create the ideal environment to get them happy, and this totally worked.

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Boom. 100 happiness.

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I set up about a billion turrets to guard these farmers and they are zeroing in on a mirelurk.

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The only way into the Institute is to teleport in. This machine will hopefully work!

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?!

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Oh yeah, spoiler alert. I figure if you've looked at 130 pictures you're pretty die-hard.

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Members of the institute are trying to expand their base.

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An abandoned area of the institute has some eerie secrets.

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Wait, where did the mutants come from? . . .

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This is the head of the Brotherhood of Steel. I don't like him.

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VATS targeting his head.

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Smooth, PAM. Smooth.

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Climbing into some power armor. I also have bulletproof material woven into my suit.

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Two tough dudes talkin' it up.

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The Brotherhood hopes to use this gigantic robot, Liberty Prime, to achieve their goal of cleansing the Wasteland.

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Liberty Prime patrolling the area.

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Don't tempt me . . .

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Sitting on a council at the Institute.

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?!

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The institute is notably nicer than the average place in Fallout 4.

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?!

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Someone was practicing their plunger throw.

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Enjoy your nightmares!

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Some shots of my bobble-head collection. Each one gives you a stat boost or perk.

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This crazy gun can mildly manipulate gravity, but gameplay wise I couldn't get it to work very well.

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The start of my second play-through, which I did just for a little bit for some particular screenshots and video footage.

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"That's gotta hurt!" Any Seinfeld fans?

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Meeting your old robot butler.

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Obligatory platinum trophy screenshot.

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Wandering around . . .

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Wandering . . .

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Wandering around and around and around and around . . .

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Sweet jetpack!

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